Dear potential lover,
im glad to be writing you this letter because i can't wait to meet you. you will be the first person i will wake up to in the morning, the first to feel my feet rub against yours in the middle of the night. The first person i will share my feelings with and the first around whom i will be completely vulnerable. i will tell you most things about my thoughts and feelings, but will keep somethings within and you may feel frustrated with me. i will act strange and different at times and you would want to know what is going on but i won't tell you and its not because of anything you might have done. you should also know i will wake most mornings and not feel like talking and that's because im not a morning person, meaning, im not one who likes to make conversation in the morning.
You should also know you won't be the first one whose calls and texts i have waited endlessly for and whose silence i have felt disappointment and sadness, and you won't be the first to hold my hand, caress my face or kiss me, the first person i've stayed up all night thinking and crying about. Neither will you be the first person i have loved but you will be the first to love me back, and believe it or not, this will be the first love letter i have written to anyone for myself though i have written several ones on behalf of friends. I want you to know even before we meet that i love you, and i know through our years together, you will always love me even when i look wretched sitting on the hall floor, or when im sad, won't open up to you, yell at you or when i fall part. i know forever is a long, long time but i won't mind spending it by your side because i get to wake up to you and to your dazzling smile.
I love you more each day because i know your eyes will see my beauty even at my
ugliest
times. I know you won’t be thinking of me
every time but you will give me a part of you that
you know I can break. I want you to know
right now that I will yell at you when you make me
mad and smile when you make me happy, and
miss you when you aren’t around. I know you
aren’t perfect, but I want you to know you
are perfect for me, and I also want you to know
there are somethings I will need to hear
at certain times to feel better about a situation and they are; “im sorry” and
“I miss you”.
most importantly, i can't wait to shower you with all the love and affection
bottled up me
inside of me waiting for someone i can waste it on. i can't wait to
serve you breakfast in
bed, go to the movies together, take walks, make sweet slow love to you
in every part of our
home and under the evening moonlight. i can't wait to discover every
inch of your manly
body and adorn it with my kisses and tears, and i also can't for us to have our first argument
and fight, petty quarrels, shed my first tears for you, stay up all
night thinking of you, or for
me to feel jealous when i do something either to irritate or to put a
smile on your face and
you tell me it reminds you of your ex.
i simply want to tell you with this endless word that im boring you with that I
LOVE YOU and
i cannot wait to meet you.
Please do well to thank your ex on my behalf for letting you go because
if she hadn’t, I
wouldn’t have had the hope of meeting you.
will be waiting patiently and preparing for your arrival. I love you
more than you can ever
imagine possible.
From your potential lover.
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