The dialing of a wrong number which happens to be yours brought you into my life.Gradually you became important to me and i fell in love with you without realizing it. We went apart for a while due to reasons best known to you.You have always kept a tight leash on your emotions. You mean a lot to me though i know i don't mean that much to you.I never thought i could love someone like i love you. I love the way i can be having a bad day and hearing your voice completely changes my mood.I love the way when you call me 'sweet' or talk dirty i get weak.May be its the way we can chat for hours about everything without really saying anything and i still feel i just had the best conversation ever.Everyday i fall in love with you all over again.I love you because you make me feel beautiful, worthy and loved again. You are my miracle, my fresh breathe, my song. You make me cry and laugh all in one breath.You are a smile that will last on my lips forever. Everything about you interests me.I hate not knowing everything about you. This curiosity led me to your facebook page. I have read every single post and comments you have ever made on your page and what others have also posted about you dating to when you first joined.I know i may seem really pathetic but i don't care.I hate dreaming of how life will be with you in it.I hate knowing that you are probably not thinking of me or probably enjoying yourself in one of those clubs you attend.Despite all these i love you.I start missing you as soon as we say goodbye after a call, and i have wondered many times if im not getting mentally disturbed.This may make you laugh but its the truth and i keep on thinking what exactly it is that makes you get to me.You have almost become like a deep rooted disease in my heart and soul.I know you are bound by a past hurt you aren't ready to do away with, and i also know its difficult to give your heart away again after its been badly hurt.I wish you will forget the past and simply be mine.May be im not the person you are waiting for to wipe your heart clean of that pain.If one day im able to get over you, know that i really did love you at a stage of my life.I love you CAB.
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